Start a New Life - Chapter 1
[TN: Highly un-edited] CONTENT WARNING!!!!!!! LOTS OF VIOLENCE AND BLOOD PLUS BETRAYAL!!!!!! No relationship abuse, though.
*(TN: ปัง, is pronounced as pang!)
The sound of the gun thundering with the impact of the bullet. Precisely pierced through the middle of my chest. My movement stopped against the commands of my brain, as the pain was suffocating and numb all over my body.
I fell down, lying on the floor. Looking at the red liquid that is continuously flowing out, together with my consciousness that is about to end. But before I gave up my will to live, the sound of a man’s foot gets increasingly louder. Recalling back when I then tried to join the battle of strength, I glanced at the person who fired the gun at me.
” The … Jess?”
” Hey, dear friend ”
” Jess… why?” I felt my own body become paralyzed. The physical pain was not equal to the pain in my heart. The person who attacked me is the person, I trust the most.
Jess stepped on me and kicked my hand in a hurry. And because I was shocked by the scene that was happening in front of me, I couldn’t retaliate against Jess. This scene right in front of me now is causing me great sadness. The scene of my beloved and trusted friend holding a gun to me.
How heartless can he be?
This is the kind of work where you can’t trust anyone. I lowered my head a little, raised a smile to scoff at my rotten life.
” Blame yourself, Raz. You and I have been working in this organization together for 20 years, ” Jess said, looking at me with hateful eyes. I personally stared at his eyes in response to find the friendship between us. But there is none, I am so pathetic!!!
” In those years I had to keep following you all the time, and I always had to wait for an order from you. If there wasn’t anyone to control me, my life would be better. I will be reputed to be the team leader of the organization. After your death, no one will wonder how you died.” Jess shouted to ventilate at me.
“At today’s mission, we killed the leader of the Lipper organization*. Thank you for making this job so easy. But after I let you die; I will put your body in a car that is going to be bombed. And tell everyone that you’re were attacked by the Lipper organization. Lol, my plan is very well thought out, right?”
*[TN: rival organization]
I looked at Jess who stood, holding my head that showed him my disappointed eyes. Thinking, if Jess spoke out, that he wants to be the team leader, told me that I don’t want me to do this job, I would not hesitate at all. Because I would still do the job myself. I am also an assassin that kills everyone at the command of the boss. Jess loves and enjoys this profession, and in my life, there is no one other than Jess.
” Gasp…”, the pain was rising to the left shoulder area, Jesse shot me one more time and stood smiling, as if he was happy to see me lying under his feet. I started to hardly breathe since I was shot from the first time. When I was hit the second time, my consciousness began to disappear.
“Get a good night’s sleep, the rest of your work, Raz, I’ll do it for myself. How about that?”
I lay down and looked at Jesse gradually. He lifted the gun up to my head. ‘Good. It can be done once. Both my life and our friendships. ‘ I closed my eyes and accepted this death. I am not angry with Jess and will forgive him. But if there is another chance, I will not get close to anybody anymore to this level. The person who was known to be my best friend.
(TN: different person Segway also content warning, VIOLENCE!!!!!)
“Ugh.” Said a skinny young boy, coughing up blood in his mouth because of a group of teenagers attacking the reason is because of his weakness in his world. He was someone who didn’t know his place and confessed to the girlfriend of a gangster leader.
” Huh, it’s not ordinary what you did. Do you know the woman you confessed to love too?”
The young boy curled up on the ground, After being bombarded with shoes of many sizes, he was also kicked in the stomach so hard that his neck bent. At this point, he began to breathe fully, with consciousness that is almost completely extinguished. But another feeling ordered to look up at the woman that he fell in love with. Now, she is standing, hugging the arm of a young man dressed as a hooligan. Standing around the waist, the woman showed ownership in front of him.
“Gasp, … Rain”
The young man called the name of the woman that he had fallen in love with softly. Because she stood and watched him be beset, so the boy immediately knew that
‘I shouldn’t look up at you ‘
Because what he had remember what he did for her made him in even more pain, she looked at him and smirked indifferently. He who has always watched her and Helped her with everything, regardless of what he wants to do. He did homework for her, Keep carrying her bag, Keep running to buy things for her. Took the money that his mother almost worked to death to buy lunch for her every day, until he had to wrap his rice and eat from home because there was no money left.
He wanted to be a part of her life, more than a friend, and he believed it was mutual. However, it wasn’t like that at all. She made him believe this in order to deceive and fool him.
A sore feeling for the heart It was intense enough for him to raise his hand, smash and crumple in the middle of the chest to stop the pain. Because of how much he loved her.
He watched her walk with her lover’s arm in the car without hesitation. Did not even turn to look at the person who breathed here Feeling pain hurts his body and heart, causing the boy to lose his strength to keep going.
“Heh, you are not smart yourself. Look at it, look hard enough, look at that woman walking with my boss you learn. Because after today you will never have a chance to look at anyone again. See that you must say goodbye today. A man in that group pulled out a dagger from behind and walked towards him.
The boy was stabbed in the abdomen until the handle is weak, resisting and without any sound. Only the pain indicates that he was now facing death.
The boy was dragged and left on the side of the road by a bush to hide his body from being seen. The sun has now set on the long horizon. Darkness covered the entire area. The weather was cold, and the blood flowed continuously. Beginning to cause the young boy to almost run out of energy and breath
“Gasp… Mom, I’m sorry, after today I can’t go back to Mom anymore. “
A tear drops flowed down from the outer corner of the eye and fell to his cheek. And then followed many other tears drops till there was none, the boy lay there without tears. In his heart he was worried about his mother, because there were only two people in his family, just mother and son, only without him, the mother would have a difficult time. If he chooses to keep his feelings in his heart and didn’t become fascinated by the charm of Rain, He wouldn’t be like this, not blaming anyone, not having anyone to blame for the cause of what has happened.
“Mom, I’m sorry”
*Gasp* I slowly open my eyes and quickly sat up.
The pain in my abdomen was overwhelming. I have to hurry to look for the cause of the blood stained with clothes and grass stains. Wounds that aren’t small but not large in my abdomen but as you can see from the wound, it’s wasn’t a bullet wound. I took off my shirt and tied it around my waist to stop the bleeding. Endured to grit with the pain that sailed around his body. He moved his eyes to look around and became confused.
“Where am I now?”
Looking around, He realized that he was now under a large bush by the side of the road. I sat still. For a moment he reviewed what has just happened.
“I was killed and shot by Jess in the head.”
Now I should die. I fumbled my hand in the chest and looked for signs of being shot in the shoulder. But there was nothing to be found.
What is this? No marks on my body indicated that I was shot. But that’s not the point right now. What happened to my body? I looked around my new body.
“Is this white skin?”
“What is this skinny body?”
“Small arms? Where did My Crab Muscle* gone?”
(TN: crab muscles are a Thai saying for toned, Thai/Lao people like to describe people to animals, my little sisters name middle name is Poona which means crab farm, lol)
“Slender legs? Oh, hairless legs????”
“What is the flat stomach, where I can see my own ribs?”
Wait a minute! What in the hell?!
In the brink of an eye he felt a severe pain in the head. Along with various events. He felt someone steaming memories into his head until it felt like his head almost exploded, and then the body could not handle any more pain until his consciousness was extinguished.
Authors note: (Do not expect realism. Everything that happens in the novel is pure Writing (aka fiction). I ask the reader not to use mindfulness to read, 55555*)
(TN: 5 is pronounced ha, and many Thai people say 5555 instead of hahaha)