Sha Qing - Chapter 54.2

Arc 5: Luna Twin Islands

Chapter 54.2: The “Top? or Bottom?” Question (2)

Upon recalling the tearful eyes of all those good women, and every opportunity to have a normal marriage and family that passed by, Leo suddenly had the urge to punch the serial killer across him.

Who the hell do you think caused all of that! And you have the nerve to mention it to my face! Leo was about to rant to roar and scold Shaa Qing to his face, but he choked on his words when the other man uttered a surprisingly eloquent statement:

“Look, I’ve been secretly in love¹with you for a whole year now, agent. You’ve got to do something about it and give me a response.” 

Upon hearing the sensational words “secretly in love” came out of Sha Qing’s mouth, Leo felt that blood also got stuck on his throat.

“The hell with your ‘secretly in love’ nonsense?!” He cursed out, “Are you fucking kidding me? Since you can’t defeat me, you’re now resorting to making me feel nauseated with your verbal attacks ? That’s just in poor taste!”

“Can’t beat you? Fuck, I yielded toy you  because I’m always looking for a chance to make everything clear to you! Otherwise, I would have forced myself onto you and killed you so easily!”

Leo stood up the moment Sha Qing finished his words and while enduring the pain of hitting his head on the rock ceiling, he raised his legs and kicked in the latter’s direction.

Sha Qing heard the sounds of Leo’s movements—he accurately pinpointed the agent’s location, grabbed him by the ankles then flipped him to the ground, but Leo immediately counterattacked by kicking Sha Qing in the shin with his other foot, The two fell on a rock less than 5 square meters away, and they continued to exchange blows with their fist, elbows and knees, rolling around until they plunged into the water.

The cold water chilled stop the on their ongoing scrimmage, and they tried to quickly climb back to the rocks while coughing in pain.

“Let’s stop fighting….This place is too small ……” Sha Qing was the first to raise the white flag

The agent also didn’t have any plans to fight him to the death, “Then keep your mouth shut and stop making fun of me!”

The two went silent, and they remained that way for a long time amidst the darkness.

It wasn’t until the silence became like two heavy iron blocks pressing against their eardrums and a high pitch sound buzzed in their ears due to the extreme stillness, that they decided to break the silence—

“ You—”

“ I—  ”

They closed their mouths at the same time.

Sha Qing sighed quietly and whispered, “I’m not making fun of you Leo, and you know that.”

Leo didn’t say anything at first then after a short while, he finally replied, “So what then?  Sha Qing, you also clearly know that there is no possibility between us — none at all. ”

“How do you know it’s impossible when we haven’t attempted anything yet? I thought you’d at least have the guts to try.”

“There’s no need to. I don’t feel that way about you.”

“Liar! Are you saying that it was only a ‘cucumber’ I felt on my thigh during our kiss earlier?”  ^{(t/n: cUcuMbEr oemgee *wheezes*)}

“It’s just a physiological reaction. Besides I already have someone in my heart.”

Sha Qing paused, then sneered, “Oh, I know, it’s your future brother-in-law, isn’t it? You like that kind of guy—soft, white, delicate; always looking innocent and harmless— just like a pet rabbit…”

Leo frowned and his tone suddenly became cold, “He’s not the kind of person who you think he is. Stop judging him; otherwise I don’t mind continuing our fight just now!”

Sha Qing scornfully said, “Fight over a rabbit?  I don’t feel motivated at all. Besides, he’s not even yours —he’s someone you can see, but can’t eat —so you’re just asking for self-abuse! Well then, you can keep that white lotus flower to yourself all you want. Having a sincere, intimate and candid conversation with you is more difficult than you catching me, so I wasn’t expecting one in the first place. In fact, I know exactly what your style is— even if you sleep with me today, you’ll still throw me in jail tomorrow when you get the chance.”

“I completely agree with the second half of the sentence, and as for the first half, assumptions will always be assumptions,” Leo replied.

“How about we try turning assumptions into reality?b Sha Qing said as he touched Leo’s face precisely in the darkness, and then without hesitation, he kissed him.

“……Fuck you!” Leo struggled to resist, squeezing a curse out of the corner of his mouth.

“Come on, I’m looking forward to it!” Sha Qing pressed his knee between Leo’s legs, “We’ve always wanted to settle down and know the outcome of our confrontation, no matter what, right? If you come and do me, you win. If you don’t, just wait to be fucked by me, then.”

Leo felt his blood boiling as anger welled up in his chest. He bit down on the lips of the man who was pressing against him in order to escape, and the moment he smashed his head against the bridge of Sha Qing’s nose, a hot liquid that smelled of iron immediately sprayed on his face.

Sha Qing nearly bursted into tears because of the throbbing pain on his entire nasal cavity but he endured and quickly wiped his bloody nose with his sleeve. He retaliated by punching Leo in the stomach, and when the latter bent over in pain, Sha Qing hit his nape with a hand chop.

Leo slammed on a rock and felt dizzy, but his leg still managed to sweep against his opponent’s shin. Sha Qing staggered  two steps back, also hitting the back of his head on the rock surface.

He grunted in pain, but he quickly pounced back a few moments later.

In the darkness, the two men wrestled in the small space, relying solely on their instincts. Their clothes had been torn to shreds during the scuffle, but they couldn’t see anything therefore didn’t care whether they were naked or not.

After tussling for what seemed like a very long time, the two gradually became tired.

Leo stopped for a few seconds, wanting to get some rest, but he suddenly felt the other man’s head close to his waist. He reflexively tried to raise his knee to hit him, but after taking a breath of cold air, he stiffened—

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Through the thin piece of underwear, his bulge fell into a soft, hot, and wet paradise and the pleasure went straight to his nerves, but because he was being  scratched from outside his boots², he felt uncomfortable.

“Sha Qing …… you’re crazy!” Leo’s voice was hoarse as he cried out, his muscles stiffening with the sudden pleasure.

The other took the opportunity to pull off his underwear and said with slurred  words, “Don’t move, or I’ll bite down on it!”

Leo’s body shuddered, unable to stop himself from getting hard in the other man’s mouth.

“Fuck… fuck ……”Breathing heavily, he gripped onto a nearby rock while his mind was full of these thoughts: This is Sha Qingt! The fearless and fierce  serial killer who gave the entire law enforcement community a headache, is now half-kneeling in front of him in a submissive position giving him a fellatio!

Then, a sudden strong feeling —a male’s instinctive appetite to subdue another strong individual— arose from within him…

With the innate aggressiveness in their bones, it was no surprise that any sexual interaction between the two of them would be akin to that of a competition,  with each of them trying to assert dominance over the other by suppressing the other’s body and mind.

At this point, Leo didn’t care anymore what kind of relationship he would develop with the other man thereafter— all he wanted to do was do the little bastard, and say to him: “Do you now see who’s the stronger one between us?”

He grabbed the young man by the hair and pulled him away from his crotch to instead pin him down to the ground; then began stripping him of what little clothing  the young man left, including the underwear.

Just when Leo aimed his erection at the Sha Qing’s buttocks, the latter abruptly rolled over, flipped himself up, and changed their positions.

“I never planned to be the one on the bottom!” said Sha Qing, who was now on top of Leo. His deep voice, which was laced with burning desire, sounded seductive and alluring, “Agent, have you misunderstood something?”

Leo grabbed him by the shoulders and tried to flip him over again, “Me too! Did you think I want to?”

“…… but one of us has to be the bottom.”

“It goes without saying that it should be you. You’re the one who took the initiative to seduce me.”

“But that doesn’t mean I have to be the receiver.  Actually, I’d love to teach you how to enjoy yourself being with a man,  you’re a newbie in this regard, right?”

“I don’t need you to teach me!” The federal agent shouted angrily, “Do you want to fucking do it or not?”

The serial killer quickly responded: “Of course! But I’m definitely not going to be the receptive one!”

They stared fiercely at each other in the darkness, naked and bleeding— neither of them could see each other’s, but it was clear that nothing could be done without addressing this critical issue.

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1. ànliàn = on the dictionary, the combination of these two characters means “to be secretly in love with sb”, but since  àn means obscure/secret/ covert and  liàn could mean love/ long for, yearn for so it could also mean “I’ve been secretly yearning for you”. This might mean pretty much the same especially in this situation, but I just wanted to make that clear.
2. to scratch the outside of the boot (idiom) = beside the point / ineffectual/ indirect