The man I saved destroyed my country with his own hands.
I still remembered the day when I was given the title “Consort Yu” and my husband was kneeling outside of the palace for the night.
It happened to be New Year’s Eve that day, and there was a heavy snowfall.
Xu Tangan told me that he would treat me better than anyone else.
I could seek his power and status, but I must not seek his love.
Author’s note: When I wrote this, I was listening to Mu Han’s “I Couldn’t Ask”. You could say it was a source of inspiration~
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