I Always Wanted to Pounce on that… - Chapter 5
If this is a scene from a movie, I would be dead now to create such a romantic and tragic scene.
But since this is the real world, I’m not dead. I am now lying down on the hospital bed in pain, I also had a few years of prison ahead of me. Fortunately, the police officers were humane towards me. I got to live in a VIP ward and receive VIP special care on top of that. Apart from they are watching me like a hawk, there is nothing else to complain about.
Once a person gets comfortable they will start to have lustful thoughts. That is how I am now. After finishing the apple, I started to think about my little detective again.
By looking at past experiences, even though I would think about him until headaches would start occurring he would not show up in front of me. But the fact that I got shot seemed to have gotten rid of all the bad luck in the past. This time when I thought of him, he did appear in front of me.
He calmly said: “Thank you.”
He asked with curiosity: “Why did you risk your life to save mine?”
Me: “It is because I like you.”
He replied: “I know.”
It went silent for a while, then he came up to me and turned my body around so that I could be more comfortable while lying down. He hesitated for a moment before asking me: “Is there anything I could do for you?”
I tried to push myself to sit up but I laid back down, after thinking for some time I then looked at him full of interest: “I want to top you.”
He went silent for a moment: “if you change the way you live your life after you come out from prison, then it would not be impossible for that to happen.”
During that moment, I felt happy. But he then continued saying: “I’m gay, to begin with.”
He then said: “If you want it to happen then you have to work hard, although I don’t have much experience in this though, from my observation, you have no experience in this at all.”
I am now depressed because I know that what he said was true.