Give A Kiss To Paranoid Men [Quick Transmigration] - 38.3
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After getting the marriage certificate, the wedding was to be held. Because the two people had no relatives, they decided to do it directly at home. There were no guests, only themselves.
Although it was a two-person wedding, Shen Tuchuan still attached great importance to it. From as big of a matter as the wedding ring to the small matter of the color of the bouquet, he did it all. Ji Ting wanted to help but was rejected. In the end, she didn’t pay attention to anything else and spent all day researching what style of wedding dress to wear on the wedding day
Although the two of them didn’t have work during this period, they were surprisingly busy, especially Shen Tuchuan, who was unwilling to omit anything. From early morning to night, all trivial matters had to be confirmed.
However, even though he was so busy, he still didn’t sleep well at night. He didn’t know what was wrong. Recently, he kept dreaming of when he was a child. He always dreamed of his mother holding flowers from the small yard and smiling towards him. Every time he woke up from the dream, no matter whether it was early morning or late at night, he could not fall asleep again.
After many days, Ji Ting finally discovered his insomnia. After he woke up again, she gently hugged him from behind. “What’s wrong?”
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a long time before he finally told the truth, “I dreamed of my mother.”
Ji Ting paused, not knowing what to say for a while. She never knew what kind of feelings Shen Tuchuan had towards his mother. If one said that he did not love her, it would be refuted by the fact that for his mother, he had hated his father for so many years. If one said that he did love her, that would also be refuted by the fact that he never mentioned her, and when he left the Shentu family there was not a hint of reluctance.
The small building where he had formerly lived in was where his mother lived for so many years, but since he had left, she had never seen him thinking of going back.
Although Ji Ting didn’t ask, Shen Tuchuan still said, “I actually….. hate her a bit, because she abandoned me for a man.”
Ji Ting’s heart trembled, and she hugged him a little harder. “She didn’t mean it, and she didn’t expect….. that Shen Tushan would abandon his own son and not care, but go and love others’ sons.”
“How Shen Tushan is, I don’t care, but she shouldn’t have left.” Shen Tuchuan looked down. To this day, he could not forgive his mother’s departure.
Ji Ting was silent for a long time, finally knowing why his birthmark had not been eliminated. There had always been a wound in his heart, but he couldn’t remove this wound as simply and neatly like he had with Shen Tushan, so he could only keep it in his heart.
It’s just that this wound had been with him for so many years, he should have been used to it, so why did he suddenly start to mind during this time?
After Ji TIng pointed out her doubts, Shen Tuchuan was silent for a long time and then said, “Because I started to understand her.”
“Understand her?” Ji Ting was puzzled.
Shen Tuchuan kissed her on the forehead, and asked after a while, “Want to hear some stories from my childhood?”
“…..En, tell me.” Ji Ting adjusted a comfortable posture, still patting him gently as before.
So on such a night, she listened to many stories about his childhood. The little Shen Tuchuan in the story was a completely different child from the one now. He was healthy, lively, and beloved, like the most worry-free little elf in the world.
The more Ji Ting listened, the more distressed she felt. Time was too terrible, it polished a simple child into what he was now. Fortunately, his tragedy did not continue and he was reborn.
The story of Shen Tuchuan only lasted until his mother’s death. As for the following matters, he didn’t want to mention a word. Ji Ting didn’t follow up, but just whispered, “Tomorrow, I will accompany you to see her.”
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment, but in the end, refused, “The cemetery is too dank. Wait for a while, after it gets warmer.”
Ji Ting let go of his shoulders and hugged him in her arms. “Okay then. we’ll wait a bit. Let’s go to bed now.”
“Ok.” Shen Tuchuan closed his eyes and felt calm for the first time in so many days. He buried his face in Ji Ting’s lemon-scented clothes and gradually fell asleep.
This time he dreamed nothing, and slept peacefully until dawn.
On a new day, Shen Tuchuan began to be busy with the wedding preparation again, but his spirit was much better this time. The shadows that had been cast on him for many days were gone. Looking at his changes, Ji Ting was very puzzled. Could it be that just discussing this once would affect his heart so much?
It seems that she should be more concerned about his mental health in the future.
The days were busy, and finally, it was the wedding day.
Though it was called a wedding, it was really just temporarily decorating the living room with the two people involved wearing formal clothing to make their vows to each other. Shen Tuchuan had thought about renting a hall, but Ji Ting felt it was completely unnecessary. Shen Tuchuan thought about it and agreed, so he just held it in the living room.
“After finishing the ceremony like this, we can directly enter the bridal chamber.” On the wedding day, Shen Tuchuan tapped on the bedroom door. Recently, he had moved all of Ji Ting’s things into his room, and the two of them completely no longer slept in separate rooms.
Ji Ting looked at him helplessly, “Is that the only thing in your mind?”
“In addition to that, there is also you.” Recently, whenever the steel straight man opened his mouth he would spout love words.
After hearing this, Ji Ting looked at him, embarrassed, and turned back towards the bedroom, “I’ll go change into the wedding dress and put some makeup on, it might take an hour or so, you can go play by yourself.” Although it was a wedding with only two people, the feeling of ritual still needed to be sufficient.
Looking at her back, Shen Tuchuan suddenly said, “I will go out for a bit, and I will definitely be back within an hour.”
“…..You’re not trying to escape from the marriage, are you?” Ji Ting turned around suspiciously, feeling that this portion was a bit familiar.
Shen Tuchuan laughed, “You think too much, how could I be willing to escape from this marriage.” As he said that, he walked up to Ji Ting and stamped a kiss on her forehead, “Wait for me, I’ll be back very soon.”
“En, go then.” Ji Ting agreed gently.
Shen Tuchuan left with a smile in his eyes, but as soon as he entered the elevator, his smile gradually disappeared.
He went directly to the underground garage car and drove towards the outskirts. His expression was faint the whole way, and it wasn’t clear what he was thinking.
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